Death

You sit there in silence,
And watch as I cry.
You sit there and mock me,
I wish i could die.

But I live through the pain,
And get better each day.
Starting to laugh
Starting to smile
Starting to live once again.

The old hurt is still there,
Thoughts of you dont stray far.
I force a smile each day,
Feeling the ache in my heart.

I try my hardest to brush that away.
For what is life without pain?

I try and fail,
I live knowing your gone.
My sadness overcomes me,
I am all alone.