I have a voice, in my head
Saying that he rather wanted me dead
There`s a sorrow i`m my heart
Crying i`m all alone
There`s a whole in my chest
And i`m knowing it will never be filled
I`m not scared of the dark
I`m only scared to not see
See what front off me
Is it going to hurt me?
The voice in my head came today
My brothers friend called me ugly
The sorrow in my heart came in summer
When someone i loved was taken away
The whole in my chest came for 5 years ago
When every one said i`m never going to find love
But still i feel happy
Because i have wonderful friends
Friends that don`t judge,
Tells me i`m ugly,
That will never leave me
And know they are my home
They don`t know about this page
And i`m not using my correct name or country
Here is where i share my thoughts to the world
And memories that i have or once lost
Its my little space
Where i can be sad
but still i smile to my friends every day
