Being here in this place, at the same moment as one another..
so close and able to touch at any moment, without a dream
without a screen, or thousands of miles in between.
Sometimes it feels like I am dreaming, and you really are not here
everything seems to perfect, but soon I know I will be in misery.
How can this be easy after all that time waiting, going back to the same way it was that was so hard.. there was always a want, always a need will that still be there, are you still going to want me?
Oh the questions that are passing in my mind,
the fear I feel, that has taken over my insides
I only feel saddness now, knowing our time here
is close to end, how can I live without you
after having you so near, knowing what it's like
to have you touch me, to know how you taste
to fall asleep again so easily after you holding me
all these nights...
I feel the tears, they are streaming down my cheeks
I can feel the heaviness inside of my chest
just the thought of not having you with me..
how can you be happy?
when for the first time, you know how it really felt..
for once it was living for you, and not for anyone else
the knowing dreams can really be after wanting it so bad having something for yourself, that feels like it was destiny..but knowing it will end, and go back to the same the way of life between the walls
without the freedom that you know is so sweet,
so back to the dreaming I will go again.
back to the wanting, the needing,
the lonely days, the lonely nights
with wanting and hoping for more
i'm starting to miss you already
and your still so close to me,
how will I feel the day i leave you
choosing between my heart, and my responsibility
