Whatever man dint be rude when its not about you an don't act like u kno what im even talking about. tho just as well you'll only say something to me when it comes to putting me down, can't turn around an see i am not your enemy i never have been. an i never turned away from you. so take a deeper look in yourself if your gonna try an pick at me..try an realize you already tear me from the inside out, you hurt me ok you leave me feeling worthless, every peice of myself is linked to a memory of you now only to be an aching source of torment anyway.....you cant shove me any lower than this don't you see that? all ive ever wanted was to mean something more than this to you, to have what we used to have, to adore you even more with every passing second. an yet, you can only seem to truelly be despoiled with this malificent attitude and deep rooted loathment, wich you refuse to even talk to me about...reject every attempt i make towards healing this. an i can only wonder if this estrangement is truelly worth it to you..have i never meant that much, dont you feel any of my signals. dont you ever remember anything positive of the life we shared all these years, 'will you never say that you love me' its only in a place as horrible as this world is.. that i am still taken back by the idea that your life is better without me..but if that is then at least tell me an in no doubt will i be grateful that your at least capable of something more now even as much as it hurts me to be without you. so for as long as ive been waiting for you to respond to me, please next time dont do it like this.
