I am Alone....

I am alone in this life.
Up to my wrist I bring the knife.
Alone, with no time to spare,
I remind myself, no one cares.

Blood drips on the floor,
Someone bangs on the door.
I hear faint sreaming,
But the words have no meaning.

I cut deeper and deeper still,
As more blood drops i swollow 2 more pills.
Nobody wants me here,
I am alone.

I feel nothing, no emotion, no fear.
For soon i wont be here.
I feel the knife slipping, it lands with a clash.
My mother kneels before me lightning fast.

I am still alone.
I will be gone.
I need to be me.
Some day someone will set me free.