The smile that lit up my always saddened face
It pains to think of you
Time has dragged since last I heard your voice
And even felt your touch...
You brought without wavering blissful pain to my life
Some nights I drown myself in your memories
What was, what could be and what should be
I feel my heart twitch...
I try to find you in the sky
In hope that you're looking at it too
You were my brightest star and moon
Every source of light in the world
I can fall in love many times in this life
But none can alter my existence like you
You gave me the lovey eyes
the weak knees
The fluttering heartbeats
The torture filled teary nights
The insecurity
The perpetual heartache
It will take every part of me
To see you in the future and
To walk and be strong
And to not fall to pieces.
It will take the powers only from above
To have the strength to see you again, my love
