Walking In the Rain

As I'm walking in the rain,
I'm wishing, hoping for if to take away all the pain,
All the memories I have of you.
As I'm walking, I'm wondering,
Wondering if it would have been better if I never knew you.
Would that make the pain easier?
But no, I think I'd rather never forget you.
You blessed my life, and now the world seems dull with you gone.
I stop walking then and look up to the sky,
It's all I can do to stop the years from falling.
I don't know how long I stand here, in the pouring rain,
When I finally look back down, I realize where I am.
Sitting in front me, is your grave,
I feel my legs collapse beneath me as I see your name written in stone.
I start to cry then, really cry, but I don't know of any tears fall,
They are mixed in with the rain.
I just wish it would take away some of the pain....