Broken trust

Good morning my love
im sorry for the fight
we shared last night
it really broke us down
and now i dont know
how to fix it
i wish i could of held onto my anger
and pretended nothing happened
but i couldn't becuase
loving you is not easy
babe why are you so gorgeous?
why does everyone have to want what i want
will i ever get over them wanting you?
will i ever get the clue that im yours
in every way and that will never change
or will the jealousy get the best of me
like it always does...
im sorry i cant control the worst part of me yet
im trying for you but those girls
are gorgeous and i am not
im just old simple ruth
and they are hot
they could have you
if you wanted them.
which i surely hope not
i loved you once
and i loved you again
infact my love for you has never died
no matter how many fights we have had
and all the tears i have shed
but as i lay on this bed
and think of you
of us
i have to trust what i never thought i could
and that my friend is love.