They talk about love
as if it was a joy
they talk as if it is good
but all i remember is the pain
the sharp jabs made to my heart
i lifted my head up off the bed
wanting nothing more then to stop crying
wishing the pain would going away
deciding to take so many pills
it would take away the pain
but it didnt help at all
i went numb for awhile after that
wanting nothing more than little flings
then i met him
i talked to him like a friend
but he got closer to me then anyone
suddenly i realized i was falling in love
falling more and more in love with him
but i took for granted his love
not fully realizing i could lose him
