My Beloved Baby Boy...

It's been over a decade since you passed away,
it's been over a decade that I changed, never to be the same...

I blamed myself, deep down I still and always will... I should've stayed awake with you and kept you in your swing. I shouldnt have chanced letting you sleep on the floor. I never risked taking that chance before...

I'll never really know how you died, if you suffered, or if you were in pain when you were unexpectedly taken away...

I didn't even get to hold you, kiss and hug you or even say goodbye. I didn't get the chance to tell you how much I love you, all I could do was moarn and cry...

My Sunshine, My Only Sunshine, you made me happy when skies were gray, how much I love you my Little Sunshine, don't ever take my Brandon away...
I sang that to you from the moment you were born on... And then God took my Brandon Home one day and took my Sunshine away...

Feburary 6th 2001 - June 9th 2001
My Dear Son, You are and always will be loved and missed!!!