I push you away cause I cant pretend.
I don\'t know how to be your friend.
What we had was just a game.
Nothing will ever be the same.
It hurts inside when I look in your eyes.
And it feels like a pack of lies.
I don\'t know how to deal with all the pain inside.
All I ever do with pain is hide.
I hide it from me, I hide it from me.
There is no one I will let see.
What this pain is doing to my soul.
How much I don\'t want to live anymore.
The feelings inside wont let me be free.
From all the things tearing away at me.
