If your reading this
i am no longer on this earth
i finally succeeding in ending my life
i have dealt with enough
i have definitely felt enough
are you happy mom
you used to hurt me
you made me feel unwanted
daddy are you happy
your little angel is gone
you turned on me
you never showed me any love
most of my family are you happy
are you happy you turned your back on me
that you had to lie for someone else
you trully didnt love me
friends are you glad now
you wanted me to die
you never were true friends
to those that did care which i could name off
i am sorry i couldnt take the pain in my heart
its been building up for so long
and i had no one to stay the whole time to help me
to make it all go away to heal my heart
to those that want to know my pain
ill reveal it to you
i was abused for a while
i told hoping to escape
but it never happened
finally when they got in trouble
family and friends wrote letters
saying i was a liar with an imagination
family mostly lied and hurt me emotionally and mentally
some hurt me physically
friends used me and never got close to know me
those that did told me to go die
i lost the few animals i ever loved
boyfriends cheated and left me
the few times i fell in love they left me for another woman
the pain of my dad and half my family walking away
was a deep gash in my heart
the lose of my cousin who i never got close to
but only remember good things is died
some guy i once talked to but never got close
killed himself because of being bullied
i dont see much good to life anymore
