I lost my love

I made my last drawing today
It has no reason to stay
Soon the drawing block is empty
Where there used to be plenty

A drawing can give heat to the mind
Suddenly memories are hard to find
Photos spread out on my table
Shaking hands are not able

Recalling the time we had
Now my memories are just sad
Just to laugh and kiss
Now fired ready to miss

Life is simple I believed once
Now I know it weigh tons
Tomorrow I pack myself away
There is no reason to stay

A period of happiness
A time where I felt bless
I now has gone, it's wither here again
I will always long for being there

I will clean my poems from my drive
Now a dull life and no reason to strive
I clear desks of pictures soon
When I have said goodbye to the moon

I close my accounts of mails
No reason to leave any trails
My pace is slow and hard
All is at one now card