Why do you hurt me so
you opened the wound
i had finally healed
you toyed with me yet again
how could u do this to me
how could u hurt me again
why did you have to say i love you
when we both know you no longer mean it
i dread what is to come
more heartache
more pain
more things weighing me down
i have always been there for those
but few have been there for me
where is the friendship
where is the love
where the hell did it all go
when i was really little it was great
as i became 7 it changed
the world was no longer the same
it was no longer good
but i saw the sorrow in all the beauty
i sit staring out at the world knowing the cycle
wondering and waiting for my time to come
im not afraid to die anymore that went away when i turned 16
lets try one more time
lets be positive u say
where the hell are you
when i need you the most
