How Far I've Come

I'm losin' my head, I'm out of my mind,
a matter of fact, just a matter of time,
I'm at the edge, I'm over the line,
too late to react, I'm goin' in blind,
I know that I'm wrong, I'm livin' a lie,
I can't believe, that this is my life,
too hard to move on, too hard to try,
I wish I could leave, and fly to the sky,

But it's over now, it's all said and done,
I don't know how, how far I've come,
so much effort, just to fail,
it's now or never, so what the hell,

I've gotta keep tryin', I've gotta keep movin',
I need to be strong, I can't take losin',
the whole world's dyin', but I'm still provin',
so I keep goin' on, I just keep cruisin',
there's no turnin' back, there's nothin' left there,
so I go on ahead, 'cause I've seen my share,
of loss and lack, and people don't care,
but when they're all dead, I'll still be here,

It's not over now, it's not said and done,
still don't know how, how far I've come,
so much effort, I can't fail,
it's now or never, so what the hell,

I'm gonna make it, I'm gonna survive,
in this wasteland, I'll stay alive,
the past, I can't shake it, so I just drive,
through this quicksand, out the other side,
I won't give in, I won't give up,
I'm gonna prove, that I can be tough,
this place I live in, has turned to dust,
but I won't lose, so I just,

Say it's not over, it's not said and done,
I don't need closure, or care how far I've come,
too much effort, for me to fail,
it's now or never, but what the hell,

I think I'm losin' my head, must be out of my mind,
a matter of fact, just a matter of time,
I'm over the edge, I crossed the line,
too late to react, I went in blind,
and it's over now, it's all said and done,
I don't know how, how far I come,
gave so much effort, but I knew I'd fail,
it was now or never, and the world went to hell,

It's over now, it's all said and done,
I don't know how, how far I've come,
so much effort, just to fail,
it's now or never, so what the hell...