Other side of the door

Here I am once again swallowing my pride
swallowing every last bit and running back in your arms
I told you i wouldnt miss you but you should know thats a lie
telling you that you brighten my days like a dark sky with a bright star

So many questions still unanswered
i dont like secrets, i want us to be honest with eachother
killing me slowly inside as if i have cancer
nobody ever said we would last forever

im always the one who has to suck it up and start a conversation
i want to believe that you really so care
as i sit back and watch you with all these other girls with complete devistation
i really miss your kisses as i run my fingers through your hair

as my head started to spin as you stare in my eyes
ive never felt this love crazy before
the way you always made me feel so high
the boy i love is you, on the other side of the door