Four years have gone to sand, it trickles through my fingers.
it's falling in the stream of time, i watch, unable to move.
i want to catch the grains, if only to have them petrify,
i need proof you did exist, it wasn't just a dream of falling.
falling from my safety net,
waiting to be caught.
you said your arms were open wide;
you never said you'd lied.
you screwed up once and i forgave you, second chances do exist.
did it again, I'm such a moron, I started to forget.
then you attacked, made accusations, this I won't let go.
dragged in my friends and beat at them, No More.
I've crashed...
I hit the ground full-force...
I shattered every bone.
Go. Leave me alone.
you ask again, "can i forgive," but your chance has passed.
I told you it was over, I no longer feel for you
"like a person passed on the street" there's no spark of recognition
I can't forgive you, not this time, I'm sorry. It's the end.