First love

I am in love with a guy who doesn't know it,
And that's because I am afraid to show it,
He would get upset if he knew how i felt,
And even more for the pain I've dealt,

If I told him our being strangers would have to end,
Then I couldn't even have him as a friend,
I hate how this all goes through my head,

If only you'd let me feel urs,
Maybe then I would know about all this,
I could know for a fact that this was true,
But now all I can say is that I love you,

So please give me just one chance,
To show you true, sweet, romance
I owe it to you, for all that you do
You make me happy, and even sad too.

If only you'd look through my smile,
And saw that my love for you was in denial,
My family even knows I love you truly 
But one question, "do you?"

My heart is so happy whenever your near,
But when your gone my eye gives a tear,
My sadness for you is all so true,
Only because I truly love you,

So if you are my friend, at least one bit,
You won't mind that one little slit
The one I told you, and just you about
I told you because I trusted you without a doubt.

You turned your back on me and turned it into you,
Which made me do what I had to do,
You put me through so much pain,
Your pains putting me down the wrong lane.

Some how this pain keeps reeling me in,
You say you don't want me, but you let my love unfasten,
You let it unfasten into your soul,
Which makes our friendship less dull,

I want you to know, you brighten my day,
Even when you stop just to say hey,
Your smile so bright, is what keeps me going,
Which keeps my love for you showing

So please open up your eyes,
Before I start telling those pointless lies,
My love for you will never end,
Even if I am only your friend,

I want you to be happy,
I only wish it could be with me,
Because even though I'm not ur type
I'm not something you should just pass,

I have feelings just as much as you,
And just like you, I'm human too.
Once we get out of high school,
It won't matter if we were cool,

So show all your friends the real guy I know
Because as of right now I'm not letting go,
Not letting go of that great guy I met,
Because once I met him my heart was set,

My heart was set on the guy of my dreams,
Or so now that's what it seems,
Please forgive me if I start to cry,
But to me you are my one and only guy,

You can make me smile with just one hi,
And make me feel sad with that same goodbye,
My stomach gets those silly butterflies,
When ever i look deep into your soft dark eyes,

For when we go our separate ways,
These are of course my sadder days,
For not being your friend is the worst thought of all,
It makes my heart just sink and fall,

For you are the boy that makes my heart skip that beat,
And without you I seem incomplete,
So bare with me now, as If I ever became a friend,
As I try to get this feeling to end.

If only you would give me that one chance,
To show you true sweet romance,
For then you'd know my love is real,
But now I will just have to deal.

Well that's all that my heart has got to say,

But promise me now on this day
That you will at least be my friend,
My friend forever until the end