I'm alone.

I lean against the cold concrete wall and see the world shift below me.
I hear their voices, closer now, I beg my feet to move.
...it pierces me again. To my soul. I feel the ice slip deeper inside of me.
I close my burning eyes and try to remember. Tears spill down my flaming skin.
I hear the laughter. Thank you God! I see his soft eyes wrinkle as he smiles.
I can smell the old, familiar scents. The intimate brush of his skin.
My breath catches in my throat. He's there!
My eyes are rent open by the pain reintroducing itself in my body. I shiver in horror.
Confusion and fear sets in. To my bones. Hold me.

I'm alone.