There teasing words
cut like a knife.
Pimple face, ugly girl.
some nights
I lay in bed and just cry.
Can't tell parents.
Don't know why.
Some feeling inside me
forbids such a thing.
I cry, feeling foolish and weak.
How pathetic I am!
Strong girls don't cry or weep.
But then thoughts drift.
No boy will ever love me.
I must be horrible inside and out.
How to change?
Don't know
Wish I did.
Then the pain would stop.
Right?
