What's going through my head?
Why do I find myself wishing I was dead
One day I'm just fine
They next I don't know what's on my mind
Don't feel like this is my life anymore
I've stopped trying to keep score
Cause I know I'm losing
Everything seems so confusing
Don't know what to do now
Wouldn't even know how
to find out
Why do I always have so much doubt
People starting to do nothing but judge me
Just because I won't let them see
Who I really am
EVen if I did they wouldn't give a d*mn
No longer am I going to trust,
People looking at me with disgust
Cause all they see is the outside
Just giving me more reason to hide..
