You Really Are Gone

The pain is too much
The emptiness in my heart is unbearable
The loneliness i feel now that you're gone; it's killing me
It's all just a dream; please let it be
You can't be gone

I still hear your voice
I can clearly see you standing there
I can feel your hand in mine; it's warm
God, please let it be a dream
You can't be gone

I wake up at night crying
Screaming how selfish you were to leave me
You left me here alone to suffer
But I'm hoping and praying it's all a dream
You can't be gone

I see you; laying in that box
You're face pale and no longer full of life
My heart drops to the ground and shatters
It's not a dream
You really are gone

Tears spill over my eyes like a river
My chest tightens and I can't breathe
My legs give out and i fall
This was no dream
You really are gone

I can't feel your heartbeat anymore
You don't hold my hand tight like you used to
Your smile flashes in my head.. and i know
This is real
You really, truly are gone

This is a poem i wrote in dedication of my friend, Michael Diaz. He passed away, and this was my denial. I still can't believe he's really gone. I miss him.
Anyway, im sorry it took a while. Hope it's ok. Please tell me what you think. Thanks.