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by Jewel Cook Apr 30, 2012 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
She's gone, gone from this world. Not even her closes friends can help her now. She's lost all hope of ever finding happiness. Everything she's sees just reminds her of how unhappy she is.All she feels is worthlessness. Why is she such a screw up? Drinking and partying when she knows it's not right. Is this really what she's come to?She's given up on life. No longer wanting to live in its grasp. Faltering quicker and quicker each day. Everyone will be better off with out her.Life as we know it would be great with out her. No longer having to put up with her mistakes. She wouldn't be able to disappoint anyone else. To make anyone else upset.Is this really her end? She is hanging on the edge. Debating whether not to hold on. Slowly removing one finger from the edge.Nothing can stop her from letting go now. She falls quickly to the bottom. Not knowing what awaits her. But she doesn't care.She is done with this life. Tired of always being a failure. Sick of being a disgrace in her family. So this is her end.She's given up. She's gone.