Is it really gone?

What happened to us?

How could such a precious

friendship turn into pain?

We used to be the closest

friends.

And now we always

argue.

I can't even see your name

with out feeling hurt.

How did we end up on this

road?

Talking in class has now

turned into no eye contact.

When I look into your

eyes I see pain.

Is this really the end of

us?

Has this friendship really

end?

Do our friends notice the

tension?

Maybe its not so obvious.

I thought we would

always be friends.

Just last week you said I

was your closest friend.

But I know we both know

that's not true.

We've lost that special

bond that was there when

we first met.

It was like we were one.

As if we were the missing

part to our equations.

I knew what bothered

you.

You knew what bothered

me.

You could tell when I was

upset.

You could make me laugh

when no one could.

What happened to us?

Why have we become

this way?

Is it my fault?

Have I pushed you away?

Maybe we aren't meant to

be friends.

Maybe this is our destiny.

But how could all of our

memories just be a waste?

How can we not be

friends?

We've been through too

much for it to be over now.

We can't just let it all go

now.

Unless...that's what you

want.

To not be friends and

find someone positive.

I know I must bring you

down with my sob stories.

You're so happy and I'm

so sad.

I can't blame you for

wanting a new friend.

I'd do the same thing.

Well...no I wouldn't.

I'd stay by your side as

long as you needed me.

I know you're used to

the Jewel at school.

But if you get to know

the other me you'll love

her.

Are we really gonna let

this friendship go?

Is this all in my head.

Maybe my insecurities

are just getting to me.

God...I hope so.

Please don't think I'm

over reacting.

This is really how I feel.

Sorry if this upset you.

But I had to let you know.

I don't wanna loose what

we have.

Not now...not ever.