Raging a war with myself
wounds that will never heal
fading memories of being happy
every time I hear your name it makes me weak
tried laying down that bottle
but being sober is just a little to surreal
Been fighting the devil inside of me
but I fear this is a war that i cannot battle
This war has taken it toll on those around me
Ive lost who I am and what ive become is something i cannot stand. This war has too stop so in gods hand i lay my soul and where I end up at well thats for fate too decide.
