Its not easy trying to enjoy this holiday,
I want to spend time with my eldest son.
My youngest deserves my attention as well,
this maybe our last family holiday together.
More holidays will come,
i will always see my boys.
I have to follow my heart,
she knows that but can't understand it.
Well as long as i understand it,
that's all that matters to me.
One life one chance and no regrets,
life happiness and love.
The three key ingredients,
to give us both what we are looking for.
