I miss my best friend....( not a title, just how I feel R.I.P.)

I awoke to a call from a very old friend
somebody i thought i'd never hear from again

her voice was crackling, she was in pain
I asked whats happening, but she refrained

from telling me at first and than she said it
" Kellys gone" , i said to where? and her response was "heaven"...

like a bullet it hit me and pierced threw my heart
i just sat there empty and tried not to fall apart

but i couldn't help it because she meant so much
and now shes gone forever and it still hurts so much

Even now as i'm saying this i'm fightin back tears
and holding back this lump in my throat, maybe you can hear it

As if it aint painful enough not seeing a best friend that often
and than when you finally get to see them again, its inside a coffin

I think about you every day, and missing you always
Even Forgetting your gone sometimes and thinking of calling... :(