I can't take this anymore

I can't take this anymore
The feeling of suffocation
It's shaking me to the core
Losing me in bloody desperation

I can't let go of the past
My future is dark
Happiness doesn't seem to last
With this blade I make my mark

The ground gives away beneath me
Falling. Screaming. Praying and bleeding.
No one can see
All those smiles I fake were misleading

Catch me when I hit the ground
My broken bones won't make it
I promise I won't make a sound
Suicide I did commit

I couldn't take it anymore
The depression dragging me away
My lifeless body lays on the floor
Everything fades away into grey