I swear i should be dead

Every rose has a thorn
The thorn that digs in to wrist
Blood tripping
Silent screaming

If death calls
I'll be there
Ready
for the fight

Need hope
Need a wish
Cursed
Scared

Help is needed
Tears in the rain
As I sit on the bridge
Looking over the edge

The pain
The blood
And the tears show me I'm still alive
Although I feel dead

I don't sleep
I drink and smoke my pain away
and smile to hide the pain
It never works