Soar

I want to step outside, and simply feel the wind rip the sadness from my skin, I want the rain to knock out my bitterness with round shaped punches, I want to grab lighting with my hands..stick it into my heart and let it shock my inner back to life. I want the waves to speak to me, to tell me that I own myself, that I can do whatever I want to,have the stars like birds on my shoulders whispering songs into my ears. I want to be uplifted. I want to rise high, like a ferocious fever. and I want to fall like tears that have been locked for months and finally found the right key. I want to be free, I want to be me. I want to write, and I want to be written, I want to try out my wings.. but
you keep standing there, like a fact in a history book. I can't make you change.