I don't want you to know what goes on in my head.
Especially at night when I'm lying in my bed.
This restless night,
It keeps me up in fright
Scared to breath, scared to live,
What is it i have to give.
You are the only good thing i have in my life, but you are not mine no you are not mine.
So i hide behind this strife and lie and say I'm fine.
This heart it aches in pain, Please god give me mercy.
I feel I'm going insane, I feel so dam unworthy.
I don't know what to do
As these lies are what get me through.
One more cigarette, one less meal.
The closer I get, the less i feel.
Truth be told I am empty inside.
Nothing and no one can fill this empty void i hide.
