My fake friend

I walked out of your life slowly hoping you will
Call me back with a warm hug. But I guess
Not you just watched me leave as my heart
Strings gave a tug. "Go say you're sorry" my
Heart repeated. But my mind remained stern
Because it was me who you deceited. You
Made me trust you but then you ditched me
Right on cue. Why did I believe you needed me?
Was I so blind that I could not see? A tear fell
From my eye. What I believed for so long is nothing
But a lie. What did you hope to accomplish, what was
This for, my sake? You always in my heart remain
hurtful, deceitful fake.