Happy at times,
Showing nothing but smiles.
Dancing fooling around,
Never walking with my face down.
That's what's done in front of people
Out of all peoples site,
In the dark and out of the light.
Feeling un cared for and unloved,
Everything changes colour,drawing a picture with a black dove.
I'm full of hatred and pain,
Its like life is useless and I have nothing more to gain.
I decide to take my mos pills,
And drink it with ice cold water that gives me the chills.
Drinking them one by one,
Thinking about people who love me and I found none.
On a bed neatly made I lie
All I want to do is close my eyes and die
