I felt like a pebble falling down a well
dropping through the air with nothing to hold me
I had already known the end, whenever it came
would be painful
So i waited.....
and waited.......
falling.............
"I gotta let you go."
The bottom had arrived
I crashed against it, but it brought no sense
of closure or understanding
I could only lay there, at the bottom, looking up
Maybe there's a tiny circle of light up there
but at that point, I just couldn't see it.....
"But I love you...I could never imagine feeling about anyone the way I feel about you..."
"I understand, Jas. I really do."
"No you don't! You think you've ever had a real broken heart? You've broken mine a thousand times worse!"
"....please...i had to do it...and you're making me regret my decision."
"You should! I did everything I could to love you and keep you happy...but it wasnt enough. I bet if my heart stopped beating, it still wouldn't be enough."
"Don't say that."
"What do you want me to say? I tried my best for you, Ton, I really did. But am I really that terrible? Was my love that worthless to you?"
"I had to do it...."
The bottom is such a dark and lonely place
maybe if you would have only looked back
you would have seen me
drowning in my own tear.....
"I love you....and that will never change."
THIS IS THE ACTUAL CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND MY EX....:'(
