I know he broke up with me
And
I know I am with another
And promised to yet another one
But...
Everytime I see him with the other girl
That he broke up with me for
My heart aches
and breaks
All over again
I put on a brave face
Smile and kiss my current boyfriend
He know I see them
He even knows that is why I have scars
And why I started needing my drug
My current boyfriend is sweet
He doesn't know
He sees me when I take my fix
He's seen me when I cut myself
Even at my lowest
He holds me when I cry
But i never feel safe in his arms
The one I am promised to
Even though our young age
He knows how I hurt
He seen me attempt suicide
The only reason
I am promised to him is
Because
My family needs money
His has money
And our parents decided that we were to marry
How comlicated?
