Broken Friends

Brokenhearted she watches their friendship fade.

Knowing there's nothing she can do.

It is what is and nothing more.

Maybe it's suppose to be this way.

She can't even tell him how she feels.

Afraid of how he'll react.

She hides her emotions to keep the peace.

Just appreciating that he's even here now.

But the fear keeps overwhelming her.

She can't help but feel them drifting apart.

How doesn't he feel it?

Is he completely blind of what's happening?

He doesn't see how their friendship is ending.

Doesn't notice her pain.

She tries to make it more obvious.

Causing herself more pain when he doesn't see it.

Maybe he doesn't care.

Maybe he does but he doesn't know what to do.

Why doesn't he just tell her?

Maybe there's nothing to tell.

He keeps racing in her mind.

She doesn't know what to do.

Should she just tell him how she feels?

What if he gets upset or mad.

It's killing her inside.

She needs to let it out.

But she's afraid.

Afraid of loosing him.

So she'll keep it inside.

Hold back all that she feels.

Even if it kills her.

She can't loose him.