At this point of my life i feel like giving up
Im sitting down writing this lyrics to give my mom a heads up
Everyday is a struggle to keep my head up
l try to see beyond
Pray at nights waiting for a respond
And i ain't talking about the words of god
I wonder if we could ever bond
Why is communicating with you hard?
I try to keep my cool
But you make it easy to have every reason to hate you
i see it in your eyes
and don't lie
I know you hate me too
You wish i was gone
Apologize for every wrong
but i guess you rather be left alone
By your fifth son
Only having broken dreams of being your number one!
