Lost Words

These are lost words I'll never find
Though
Someday I'll hopefully fall into the hands again
Of some inspiring lapse of denial and depression.
My entire life has been consumed by
The things I've never seen and
The person I'll never know.

These strenuous attempts
To embrace my soul
Are becoming very fragile
And
The road to find myself
Is foggier than ever.

Defeated and misplaced,
In a world of illusive joy,
Has imprisoned my existence
In a state of constant
Inspirational drain.