The first day of the end

Old memories old pains reunite,
What the hell happened last night,
My husband of six months changed,
I'm locked in the bathroom getting all the blame,
Our baby is struggling inside my tummy,
I can't protect my baby as its mummy,
He yells and screams and holds me tight,
I can't get away now its a single mans fight,
Scared and crying I'm trying to cope,
Thinking of my baby and animals I keep hope,
The pains in my tummy are getting bad,
He doesn't care about us even as the babies dad,
I refuse to talk and fight wiith anger,
It will stress my baby and cause more danger,
Two hours long and he finally leaves,
In all the stress and pain what did he achieve....
A scared, sick wife with a lot of regret,
How would my life be had we never met,
A baby on the way in only eleven weeks,
A lot of support is what I need to seek,
He needs help and time to heal,
A lot of reflections and see how he feels,
Ignoring the problems will never bring happiness,
Truth, weakness and problems to confess,
I don't know where life will lead from now,
Raising a baby alone I don't know how,
You always find a way and seem to survive,
My bambino just stay healthy and alive,
I love you my craig but this isn't a life,
Always and forever tagged your wife.

September 2011