Behind my Smile

You see me smile,When i with you .
You don't see the tears i cry, When i'm alone.
Darkness so peaceful so quiet, no one to hear the screams you make or the all the tears you cry, or see the new cuts i'll soon have to hide.

Behind my clothes lay the scars i've had to hide with my fake smile on my pain an not think of the burning pain, Behind them all my secrets i've kept all the saddness and tears i've made.

But behind this smile people say its so beautiful,I hide so very well all the pain and saddness that drives me into madness. That smile that even you believe at the end all i can do is lie and say that everything is oh so well. But when your not looking all my weakness starts to do its harm. All i can do is add more cut until theres nothing left until this room feels so cold.
Because behind this smile i feel like i'm already dead.