Waiting For the End

Trying to forget you
trying not to love you
wishing i was never born
wishing we never met
waiting for the end

trying not to hurt
trying not to cry
wishing for nothing
wishing for everything
waiting for the end

trying to move on
trying to let go
wishing there was never "us"
wishing to release
waiting for the end

trying to ignore your presence
trying to look past it all
wishing for a new start
wishing for a fresh future
waiting for the end

i can't forget you
i can't not love you
no point in wishing
no hope on stars
i just want it to end

im hurting so much
i've cried many nights
i already have nothing left
i want everything back
i just want it to end

it hurts to move on without you
it's too painful to let go
i can't forget "us"
i made a promise
i just want it to end

you're everywhere i go
you made me happy...
i can't start over
i can't see my future
i just want it all to end already

Written: February 29, 2012