I have no one

No one could see through my smile
I hid my emotions well.
I kept my thoughts to myself
Mostly because there was no one to tell.

Everyone thought nothing was wrong
Truthfully, I was screwed up inside.
Those thoughts made me wish
I didn't have to hide.

But all that changed
When I met someone who cared.
He helped me open myself up
And showed me life could be fair.

Life was good with Mark
Until the day he left me.
He met some other girl
Who wasn't as "depressing".

With no one there for me
I guarded my heart.
I was afraid to be hurt again
My life already torn apart.

I slowly became invisible
Nobody even noticed me.
I was the quiet kid in the back of class
Having been broken by so many.

I faded into what I am now
This souless.... thing.
If only someone could see
That I'm not breathing.

My lifes an illusion
I never get close to anyone.
I keep my distance
Because I have no one.