Learning Love without you

Each day is a never ending battle
fighting to keep myself alive
the will to keep moving forward
only to be defeated the next day

dare to sleep each night
only to awake to a place without you
trying to keep my health in check
but still smoking those evil cigarettes

I'm trying hard to not remember
the happiness that was created with you
keeping my mind off of those silly stories
but i keep telling everyone the same old thing

learning to love without you
it's quite a challenge to overcome
writing this poem at this very moment
I'll still learning to love again without you on the other side

the never ending battle still alive
I'm fighting a enemy that isn't here anymore
will i ever learn to love someone again the same
when I'm still thinking of you all the time?