A true friend will always remain. Him scared to work with you, doubts you. One closed door, opens a new one. At the fullness of time, God gives.

It is very sad to watch something you have cared so much about dissipate before your eyes. It's normal to relive the better times, sounds like you're beginning to mourn this...I believe that you'll pull through hon, I know it hurts like hell but things do get easier...Stay strong - I love this poem by the way, it shows such a loving and sincere part of you, very personal and so touching. Awwhh you poor thing :(

Good poem. Nicely written. Keep writing more:)