Swallowing my pride

I've been dishonest,
broke promises I know I made
Told secrets we said we'd take to our grave
I wish I could take it back the wrong I did
But what's done is done I just hope you can forgive
Sometimes I chill with friends to ease the pain
When they leave it seems to hurt again
At night I pray for another chance
Only God knows how I'm suffering
Boy please step away from the door
What happened, won't happen anymore
Should've said this before I'm swallowing my pride
Cause I need you in my life©
-D.Madden