Revisited love

When I was a boy
Playing with toy
They told me religion
I wanted a pigeon

I wanted to fly high in sky
But I could not fly
Flying there with all
Oh that would be a ball

Now I am not religious
Didn't believe that prestigious
Now I am again in doubt
I can only shut

I want to be there
Where you where
Longing to say
Now is the day

I want to hold you
That I have to
And say I'm here today
I never go away