It\'s happend so many times before,
me lying awake late into the night.
Thinking of things I shouldn\'t,
dreaming of times never to happen.
False hopes running through my mind,
of you being there beside me.
Knowing you\'re so far away,
sleeping peacefully through the night.
I listen to the rain up on the roof,
and the wind howl in teh trees.
It\'s not the noise that keeps me up,
it\'s the fact that I don\'t know what to do.
You probably don\'t know I cry at night,
now knowing what will become of my life.
I always pick up the phone to try and call you,
scared to punch in the last number.
You don\'t need to hear my fears,
I\'m almost an adult, I can handle the tears.
This is the year I was suppose to look forward to,
only now wishing I was still young.
I need someone to help me,
I don\'t want to do this alone.
I just want someone besides me,
if only to tell about my rough day.
I want there to be times of happiness,
when I don\'t feel my life\'s a mess.
I want you to be there with me,
and help me along the way.
I don\'t want to cry anymore,
and I want to be able to sleep.
Everyone else is sure of their future,
while mine\'s still out of grasp.
My last year of high school,
going by too fast.
I\'ve done some things I regret,
and some things I take back.
I only wanted for one minute,
to feel like someone cared,
and understood what it was like.
To be growing up with all these emotions,
going through life like you kenw the motions.
I want what everyone else has.
Confidence in themselves,
and someone to give them some when they need it.
I want that person to tell me it\'s going to be okay,
and wipe the tears from my cheek.
I want to fall in the warm embrace,
and know that everything will turn out alright.
