The Build Up

Anticipation...Building,increasing...expanding even. My soul is fading..but yet my breathing rapid...
Waiting,waiting.
Tick tock--make it stop.
Breaths getting heavier,faster...then finally,
the tall, sterile man walks in with a concerned expression. My heart racing, I leap up and sprint over to him. Almost falling on my face. I catch him by the white coat..
"Please doctor..." I plead...
"Is he ok?..."
And then the stainless man explains everything and walks out.
Leaving me with my shattered heart and tears of pain pouring. All of a sudden I black out and Im in the store with alcohol everywhere...
"When did I leave the hospital?"....
Blackout.
Im at the park--kids screaming and running--blood everywhere.
Blackout.
I wake up and Im at the hospital again...strapped down and immobilized... A man walks over to pull a chord...MY chord... I try to scream but it feels lile theres something in my throat...disabling my vocal chords... He pulls myblifeline put of the wall...
Blackout.
Forever