Sleep never seems to come

As the sun starts to set
Darkness takes its place
Everybody goes to sleep
But I just stay awake

I wait for sleep to overcome me
The sleep never seems to come
Memories start to poor in
They start to overwhelm me
They dont seem to fade

The tears begin to poor out like a waterfall
Im unable to stop them
They will not subside
So i just sit there
And continue to cry

The pain is overwhelming
It cant seem to go away
I just want it all to stop
So i reach for my blade
Im going to stop my pain
And finally fall asleep