Your Decision

I respected your decision
Just so you could walk away.
When all I ever wished
Was for you to stay
I told you I wasn't hurt
Told you I was fine,
But how could I be?
When all this time I thought you were mine.
You told me you liked me
But not enough
After all this time, taking that in
Don't you think it would'be been tough?
You say you weren't leading me on
But All you ever did was use me as a pawn.
I was stupid enough to stay up nights
Thinking of you all day
When I would've known you'd leave after having your way
Is this why you could never stay?
Coz you were guilty enough
You would always look away?
What was wrong with me that I never realized.
All the lies that you hid behind the fake love in your eyes.
I can't Hurt you,
But how can you?
After everything we have been through?
Were your feelings for me never true?
How much more of yourself have you hidden from me?
You should have just left
After you had open the door and threw away the key.
How can I say im not hurt?
When all over again I feel pain
That washes over me making me insane.